"Checking Out" lyrics

Never really dared with my heart, rather let it die swole
Tears of living, keep on sweatin' 'til the witching hour get ice cold
Said it all when you said you'd change
Say you want it then you walk away
Summer loving turned to jet black gold

Got a name in my mouth and it taste like my favourite smoke
She got the power so she'll never learn to be alone
Thought we had it all but she always want a little more
It's just a merry-go, so I think I'll let her go

Just go
I think I'm checking out
When I write it down, you're the one, I let it out
Just go
I think I'm running now, I think I made it out, I don't need somebody now
Just go
I think I'm checking out
When I write it down, you're the one, I let it out
Just go
I think I'm running now, I think I made it out, I don't need somebody now

Never really think with my guard up, let you right through
Baby, you a primadonna, Papa Don't Preach, you should do you
Poison ivy wrapped around my brain
Pretty petals with the stems just stained
Butterflies turned to quotes in God form

Got a name in my mouth and it taste like my favourite smoke
She got the power so she'll never learn to be alone
Thought we had it all but she always want a little more
It's just a merry-go, so I think I'll let her go

Just go
I think I'm checking out
When I write it down, you're the one, I let it out
Just go
I think I'm running now, I think I made it out, I don't need somebody now
Just go
I think I'm checking out
When I write it down, you're the one, I let it out
Just go
I think I'm running now, I think I made it out, I don't need somebody now