"Saiko" lyrics

Sometimes I just wanna be alone
But I got this fucking devil on the inside of my dome
I try to sleep, try to breathe, stay sane
Leave me to my madness, get the fuck out of my brain

Shut the fuck up!

You're a toxic pathogen, filthy allergen
Creeping inside just to infect my mind again

Oh look what a shocker
Wallowing around in self pity, poor you motherfucker!
Quit your bitching and just do it
Quit saying that you will now grab the gun and fucking cock it (ugh!)

Fuck you! Get your hands up off me
Shut your mouth, you don't know the first thing about me
Who I am, the what, the why, and how I grew up
How can I be responsible for...

Oh my god, put a sock in it
Playing with the gun, it's in your mouth, but never cocking it
Always crying with your pussy fucking attitude
Yeah we get it no-one's ever had it worse than you
Oh my god
Don't you get it no-one cares, quit your talking, you're too scared, boy
We all know you won't do a thing about it
Just grab another pill and sit your bitch ass down

(And)
Shut the fuck up!
Shut the fuck up!

I would take my life to put you in the fucking ground
Say my name!
You make me feel sick!
You got me feeling so sick!
You got me feeling so hopeless (hopeless)
Desperate (Desperate)
I can't wait to end this
Put that shit under my chin
Blow us both to pieces

You think you can just fucking get rid of me?
You were born with me, and you'll fucking die with me too
So just hold on tight, there's no turning back now, mate
Just close your fucking eyes

Let's see who hits the ground first!
Let's see who hits the ground... first!
Let's see who hits the ground

Running and running, nothing but talking, here he goes again
What you gonna do this time, bitch?
Run to your momma like I'm so depressed?
But no-one cares, don't you get it?
I got you here boy, don't you forget it
I'm not your enemy
I am you and you are me!