"Still Suffer" lyrics

Strength, I couldn't find it
The hurt of my past kept me divided
Caged, I lived inside it
Stuck in my ways, forever blinded
It keeps calling me back, calling me back, until I give in
Shame, too many reasons
Doubting myself again, keep sinking

Oh god, I'm fucking lost, still suffer

Forever doesn't change
You're damaged just like me, still suffer
The price of pain
I'm still suffering
Do it

Pain, no longer silenced
No good for myself, no good inside this
Rage, rage, I hate who I am
Push you all away, I stay defiant
It keeps calling me back, calling me back, until I give in
Fate, I will decide it
The force of change, yes, has been ignited

Oh god, I'm fucking lost, still suffer

Forever doesn't change
You're damaged just like me, still suffer
That empty space
You can't erase

Forever doesn't change, still suffer
The damage cuts too deep, you fucking suffer
The price of pain
I'm still suffering

Feel the fucking pain, you never cared about me

Still suffer to return harder