"Survival" lyrics

Will I disappear with a vision of tomorrow?
Will I disappear?
Will I disappear with a vision of tomorrow?
Will I disappear until I can't feel the light?
Will I disappear with a memory of your sorrow?
Will I disappear until I can't feel the light?

Ten years of hope have past
You felt alone and pictured life a little differently
And people say that life has just begun
You waited patiently, a lotus in the sun
You radiate for me in luminescent light
And people say that life has just begun
When you're not a part of me I feel dead inside

Disturbed; will I disappear with a vision of tomorrow
Until I can't feel the light?
Disturbed; when I get the feeling I've been here before
I'm the abandoner

Ten years of sorrow passed
No pleasure in the sun
You couldn't cope in all honesty
The secrets of the past will come undone
Seasons of change elapse
Honour no mistrust
Faithfully until the day you die
And people say the journey's just begun
When you're not a part of me I feel dead inside

Disturbed; will I disappear with a vision of tomorrow
Or will I fall?
Disturbed, when I get the feeling I've been here before
Disturbed, will I disappear with a vision of tomorrow
Or will I fall?
Disturbed, when I get the feeling I've been here before
I'm the abandoner