"Negative Noise" lyrics

I hate the way it feels, it is my fear
To be running in circles just to standstill
I need the chaos, I crave the thrill
Feeling its pain is the only thing real
I let it throw its best shots at me
It can punch me in the face, it only sets me free
And I would take a thousand cuts to the throat
Before I live another day in mediocrity

I don't belong here, I
I don't belong here

I'm surrounded by everything
That I don't want to be (don't want to be)
The sound is suffocating
It's nothing but static, it's nothing but static, it's deafening
I could take the easy ride
But I will choose the crooked line
The noise builds up around me
It's all just static, it's all so deafening

It's fucking bullshit, I know what I'm seeing
It is a time bomb ticking and I'm heading right to it
It holds me, I don't wanna leave
I've got an itch for the drug, do anything to consume it
I may crash and burn, over and over again
I see the danger around but I'm a masochist
I'm not one to be ashamed
There is no going back, this is the road I've made

I'm surrounded by everything
That I don't want to be (don't want to be)
The sound is suffocating
It's nothing but static, it's nothing but static, it's deafening
I could take the easy ride
But I will choose the crooked line
The noise builds up around me
It's all just static, it's all so deafening

I am all that I have left, I'm understanding
Just not wired like the rest,.it's liberating
I am all that I have left, so understand me
I'm not wired like the rest, not gonna waste my time

Provoked and ready last chance, I am fucking going off
Don't even try
Don't even try
I'm ripping up the noise that has been tearing up me

I don't belong here
I'm not wired like the rest
I don't belong here
I'm not wired like the rest

I'm surrounded by everything
That I don't want to be (don't want to be)
The sound is suffocating
It's nothing but static, it's nothing but static, it's deafening
I could take the easy ride
But I will choose the crooked line
The noise builds up around me
It's all just static, it's all so deafening

I'm surrounded by everything
That I don't want to be (don't want to be)
The sound is suffocating
It's nothing but static, it's nothing but static, it's deafening
I could take the easy ride
But I will choose the crooked line
The noise builds up around me
It's all just static, it's all so deafening

I'm not wired like the rest