"Soul Diver" lyrics

Won't wait for someone to see me
Been away cause nobody needs to know I bleed
Needs to know I bleed

Scarves for every season
Blanket all my shame

Oh
Searching for reasons
You're the author of my pain
Oh
Lost in the pages
Rearranged

Soul diver was it worth it?
High-flyer in the circus
And oh
The cancer's on the surface
You don't deserve it
You don't deserve it

Through all the worry and pain we move on

Can't ignore the wishes of a setting sun
Fade into forever while they play along
I see the end in front of me
I'm free

It doesn't matter
I don't want it now
No I don't
Doesn't mean that I don't need it
You
You're gonna get to know the monster well
Oh so well

Oh
Searching for reasons
You're the author of my pain
Oh
Lost in the pages
Rearranged

Soul diver was it worth it?
High-flyer in the circus
And oh
The cancer's on the surface
You don't deserve it
You don't deserve it

Through all the worry and pain we move on
And though the hurt remains we move on
It's feast or famine
You decide
The walls are closing faster
Through holy wars we're fast asleep
Understanding self-defeat [?]

Was it worth it after all?
Was it worth it after all?

Soul diver was it worth it?
High-flyer in the circus
Soul diver was it worth it?
High-flyer in the circus