"Not Alright" lyrics

Looking for
Happiness is like looking for
An apology mid-fight, we're
Not alright, we're not alright
We're not alright
I'm the best you've got right now
I've invested my time
I've a lesson to teach: how to fight
I wanna fight

Honestly
I think you know it
Too
Believing in
Something makes it
True

Searching for
Something good, I
Don't even know
How I feel, please
Let me know
Think it's good
Don't think I know
I just want to be content, an
Apparently impossible intent
I'm not alright, not alright
I'm not alright

Honestly
I think you know it
Too
Believing in
Something makes it
True
But life
Could be
A picture-perfect postcard
(Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh)
Honestly
You can't devote [?] it too long
(Ahh, ahh, ahh)

I won't be there for you
Like an infinity, oh well
I'm screaming, "I'm not alright
I'm not alright"
I don't know how to be there
But I know how to be, oh God
I'm not alright, I'm not alright
I'm not alright

Honestly
I think you know it
Too
Believing in
Something makes it
True
But life
Could be
A picture-perfect postcard
(Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh)
But honestly
You can't defer [?] it too long
(Ahh, ahh, ahh)

Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh, ahh