"Still" lyrics

The final sun goes down
The useless feeling, the tide is my only sound
I'll let the night decide
When I'm cold
I wish that I could soar
I call your name a thousand times while I scream no more
I have lost my course
I'm no longer yours and I'm lost

'Cause I won't find it here
'Cause I'm searching through the yesteryears
'Cause I don't even know
My moral compass shows nowhere to go
'Cause all my life has led me here
I swear that no one will know if I disappear
'Cause I don't mind if I stay still
Right here

I have longed for tonight
I have no feeling but the numbness, it feels just right
And as I wait for my guide
To walk me through
A distant voice, "Are you sure?"
Someone tell me how to live with what I'm fighting for
Is no more
It is no more, and I know

That I won't find it here
'Cause I'm searching through the yesteryears
'Cause I don't even know
My moral compass shows nowhere to go
'Cause all my life has led me here
I swear that no one will know if I disappear
'Cause I don't mind if I stay still
Right here

Waiting round here for something new
Stick with me 'cause the want is crude
Smile and wave, going dead inside
Walk alone in my broken mind
Lonely fingers that point at you
Finally dealing with all this truth
I needed you just to help me breathe
To find me where the ocean meets the tide

'Cause I won't find it here
'Cause I'm searching through the yesteryears
'Cause I don't even know
My moral compass shows nowhere to go
'Cause all my life has led me here
I swear that no one will know if I disappear
'Cause I don't mind if I stay still
Right here