"Michelle's Song" lyrics

I took a trip down Del Mar Heights
When I heard the news
Now you're singing softly in my head
It was you who taught me love
Almost every week

And now you taught me sorrow, pain
And you taught me grief
I'm looking up now
Wondering what's going through your head
Like, would you want me, want me to love again?
Would you want me to love again?
I'll go skip stones while I wait
I just want to keep on
Filling up a bottle 'til I hear you speak
Now, every time I see that beach, I think of you
And I'm going through life
With a weight around my wrists
You were everything

And I'm so sick of never ever
Getting to say my goodbyes
And I'm choking
I fucking broke down when I heard how you died
And I'm so sick of knowing that you tried to say sorry again
And I'm so sick of wondering
Would you want me to love again?

Would you want me, want me, want me to love again?
Would you want me, want me, want me to love again?
Would you want me, want me, want me to love again?

Would you want me, want me to ever-ever love again?
Would you want me, want me to treat it like you never left?
Would you want me, want me, want me to love again?

Would you want me, would you hate it if I put a gun to my head?
Would you want me, want me, want me to love again?
Would you want me to love again?
Would you want me to love again?
Would you want me, want me
Would you want me to love again?

Would you want me, want me
Would you want me to love again?