"Disappear" lyrics

Show me the door cause I've been here before
Always my conscience was smothered
How can I mean to be part of your scene
You hit me before I've recovered

Sometimes you only find your feet
When you're walking away

So open up the door
And get me out of here
I won't be back for more
This isn't my future
So watch me disappear

Once we begin you're just drawing me in
Always my judgment is clouded
Stupid ideas start exciting my fears
Next thing I know I'm surrounded

But even though I know
It's hard to let you go
But harder to admit it
You did it, you did it again

But even though I cry
To leave it all behind
It's harder to forget it
You did it, you did it again

Show me the door cause I've been here before
Always I fall for your fable
How could I mean to be part of your scene
It's time to get out while I'm able