"In-Balance" lyrics

I'm trying to feel your thoughts
It's never easy, I know
But trying makes me feel reassured
That there is still hope

Hope for us being together
Hope for this doesn't end right here
I know I shouldn't
But it keeps me going on

Going through the day
Going through this endless line of downfall
Year after year
We grow further apart
We grow apart

I'm really trying
Trying to grieve, and to be relieved
Trying to start this all over
Ready to end this endless deceit
End this burden
Unveiling the inconvenient truth

Exposure is my destiny
The silence will lift my disguise
Prevents me to hide
Deserted by all density
You'll dissolve into thin air
Become what I fear
You'll dissolve into thin air
Become what I fear

Hope for us being together
Hope for this doesn't end right here
I know I shouldn't
But it keeps me going on

Going through the day
Through this endless line of downfall
Year after year
We grow further apart

We grow apart