"Awfully Sad" lyrics

My thoughts are disgusting
And awfully sad
I can't love if I am nothing
I can't love you
I can't love you

I could try to hate ya
But I'm just a failure
One minute I'm obsessed, the next I'm fucking up my life
Could try to kill ya
But I can't be near ya
No, I can't be here, you can't be here, we both can't be here

Boo-hoo, you need a tissue?
Do you know what I would just do to you?
Boo-hoo, you need a tissue?
Do you know what I would just do to you?

Open up your mind and let me in
Open up my mind, just let me vent
At a different time, in a different life
I could change my mind and love you
But I can't love you

I could try to hate ya
But I'm just a failure
One minute I'm obsessed, the next I'm fucking up my life
Could try to kill ya
But I can't be near ya
No, I can't be here, you can't be here, we both can't be here

Boo-hoo, you need a tissue?
Do you know what I would just do to you?
Boo-hoo, you need a tissue?
Do you know what I would just do to you?

I could try to hate ya
But I'm just a failure
One minute I'm obsessed, the next I'm fucking up my life
Could try to kill ya
What's wrong with me?
'Cause I can't love you
I can't love you