"i have a secret" lyrics

Secretly thinking that everything might be okay
Secretly paranoid it could get taken away
Secretly freaking out, fuck it, I'm having a great time
Secretly paranoid, I think I'm having a breakdown
Secretly panicking, I don't know what I should take
Secretly manic, I haven't slept that well in days
Secretly hiding the fact that I'm having a great time
Secretly trying to hide the fact I think I am my

Weakness
Can't live without this sickness
I know you tried to reach me
There's nothing you can teach me
I leave you as my witness
Can't live without this sickness
Oh, honey, please believe me
There's nothing you can teach me

Finally thinking that everything might be okay
Secretly paranoid it could get taken away
Secretly freaking out, fuck it, I'm having a great time
Secretly paranoid, I think I'm having a breakdown
Secretly panicking, I don't know what I should take
Secretly manic, I'm really just counting my days
Secretly freaking out, fuck it, I'm having a great time
Secretly trying to hide the fact I think I am my

Weakness
Can't live without this sickness
I know you tried to reach me
There's nothing you can teach me
I leave you as my witness
Can't live without this sickness
Oh, honey, please believe me
There's nothing you can teach me

Finally thinking that everything might be okay
Secretly worrying it could get taken away
Secretly manic, I think that I'm having a breakdown
Secretly panicking, fuck it, I'm having a great time
Secretly hiding the fact everyone is in pain
Secretly paranoid, everyone might just be me
Secretly manic, I think that I'm having a breakdown
Secretly panicking, fuck it, I'm having a great time

Listen
I know these thoughts get sickening
I know you tried to reach me
There's nothing you could teach me
I leave you as my witness
Can't live without this sickness
Oh, honey, please believe me
There's nothing you can teach me