"NUMB" lyrics

Final stage of being numb
Felt this way since I was young
Tell me what could I have done
Different, different, different
I wish things were different
You created distance
Take my pain away

How'd I make it this far?
Long sleeves cover scars
My tears in the jar
Drink 'em like I'm at the bar
To the bridge in my car
Now I'm swimming with the sharks
Can't swim, so I'm going down
Can't swim, so I'm goin' drown
Didn't know but I know now
I been chilling in a dark place, anxiety all day
Fixated on a heartbreak!

Know I'm blessed, but I'm depressed
Can't sleep though, I need rest
Listen close when I speak less
My wounds are still open
Lost control of my emotions
Devil keep on provoking me
My joy has been stolen

Final stage of being numb
Felt this way since I was young
Tell me what could I have done
Different, different, different
I wish things were different
You created distance
Take my pain away

Final stage of being numb
Felt this way since I was young
Tell me what could I have done
Different, different, different