"Permanent" lyrics

Time beats slow
But it's not long enough, no
Hands turn cold
Just wanna hold you close
But your heart stands still
As I try to wrap my head around it
Only one more hour
Before I never see that face of yours again

How did this happen
I don't understand
Just give me a reason
Cause it's not what we planned
You always had a solution
No problem too big
Nothing too broken
That it couldn't be fix
But you never told me before you left
You never told me, never told me
Yeah you never told me before you left
How to fix something permanent
Like this

Can't turn back
I see blurry images, yeah
Dressed in black
Share our fondest memories of him
And the grass is green
Where we're bout to lay you down to rest
And you carried me
Now it's our turn to carry you instead

How did this happen
I don't understand
Just give me a reason
Cause it's not what we planned
You always had a solution
No problem too big
Nothing too broken
That it couldn't be fix
But you never told me before you left
You never told me, never told me
Yeah you never told me before you left
How to fix something permanent
Like this

You taught me how
To call triple A
Hit the ice, pump the breaks
How to ask for forgiveness
When I make a mistake
How to be kind to strangers
If I can spare some change
And to keep my heart open if my heart ever breaks
But you never told me how...

How did this happen
I don't understand
Just give me a reason
Cause it's not what we planned
You always had a solution
No problem too big
Nothing too broken
That it couldn't be fix
But you never told me before you left
You never told me, never told me
Yeah you never told me before you left
How to fix something permanent
Like this