"BREAKUP" lyrics

I almost broke up with you in the backseat of your own car
I spend more hours thinkin' 'bout us and the way that things are
Like I'm over-obsessing over someone I barely know
I convinced myself, I think maybe I'd be better alone
I fantasize about a life that maybe I'll never live
Then I feel guilty as fuck thinkin' 'bout what I never did
You think it gets a little easier bein' in my head
But everything is harder when you're not with me in bed

I know it's normal
I know you won't heal me
Some days, it doesn't feel like it
I, I feel selfish
Don't deserve you
Do I even know what love is?

Maybe we should break up
I don't wanna feel this way
It's not enough to stay
With you in the dark
I don't wanna make up
Maybe I'm the one to blame
Was I two years too late?
I can't stop thi—

I can't stop thinkin', thinkin'

I think about it time to time, think about what it would be
To be with somebody similar, somebody just like me
It doesn't make a lot of sense, 'cause, boy, you gave me the world
I felt so fucked up in my chest when you call me your girl

I know it's normal
I know you won't heal me
Some days, it doesn't feel like it
I, I feel selfish
Don't deserve you
Do I even know what love is?

Maybe we should break up
I don't wanna feel this way
It's not enough to stay
With you in the dark
I don't wanna make up
Maybe I'm the one to blame
Was I two years too late?
I can't stop thinkin' 'bout

I can't stop thinkin', thinkin'

I can't stop thinkin', thinkin'