"Light Leaks Through" lyrics

Trace panic attacks on a memory map
I'll meet you where the light leaks through
A dark hotel room, a place to rest my head
Scared of my reflection, to see it for what it is

The plane is taking off, and I don't want to be awake for it
A fatal flaw in the way we remember

Mind made up, disposable
I'm high enough to scale the walls of your surrounding
Desperate eyes, impossible
It hurts to be alive and not beside you
But the version of the person that you miss does not exist
The version of the person that you miss does not exist
And I'm learning everything I was refusing to admit
But the version of the person that you miss does not exist

Trace panic attacks on a memory map
I'll need you when the night bleeds through
A borrowed mantra, a phrase to rest my head
I'm sharing my perspective, I see it for what it is

This plane is taking off, and I don't want to be awake for it
A fatal flaw in the way we remember

Mind made up, disposable
I'm high enough to scale the walls of your surrounding
Desperate eyes, impossible
It hurts to be alive and not beside you
But the version of the person that you miss does not exist
The version of the person that you miss does not exist
And I'm learning everything I was refusing to admit
But the version of the person that you miss does not exist