"off the hook" lyrics

My boyfriend tells me I should
Let myself off the hook
Run a hot bath maybe read a fictional book
So I started playing Nintendo for like
9 hours at a time
Is this what relaxing looks like?

At least I can still get high
On a Wednesday night
Sat down in the shower
Voices getting louder
Pretend that I'm fine

I swear I'm fucking fine!
I swear I'm fucking fine!

My boyfriend tells me I should
Let myself off the hook
I told him that's not my family of origin
It's worse than it looks

This shit is cellular
Don't shoot the messenger
But Imma need to have a word with the developer
Survival regular
Body on high alert
Don't know if I'll ever find peace till I'm back in the dirt

At least I can still get high
On a Wednesday night
Sat down in the shower
Voices getting louder
Pretend that I'm fine

I swear I'm fucking fine!
I swear I'm fucking fine!
No, really I am fine!

Maybe one day I'll be fine
And when I say it I won't be lying
At least I can still get high... high...

At least I can still get high
On a Wednesday night
Sat down in the shower
Voices getting louder
Pretend that I'm fine

I swear I'm fucking fine!
I swear I'm fucking fine!
No, really I am fine!