"Dear Sadness" lyrics

Dear sadness, dear sadness
Scaring me away [?]
No one really cares, they got they own problems
I just wanna kill my fears, I feel anxious
Dear sadness, dear sadness
I don't really got no friends, I got problems
I don't really got no one, I feel locked up
And that seems like, like a better option

Where the hell, where am I
My mom said she doesn't want me [?]
My dad said he doesn't want to see me again
Too fucked up probably or I'm living in hell

Silence help me
Help me, help me
Help me silence
Silence, silence
Silence help me
[?] help me
I'm tired, help me
Silence

Dear sadness, dear sadness
Scaring me away [?]
No one really cares, they got they own problems
I just wanna kill my fears, I feel anxious
Dear sadness, dear sadness
I don't really got no friends, I got problems
I don't really got no one, I feel locked up
But I hope that death is not the only option

Help me, help me
Help me, silence
Silence, silence
Silnce, help me
[?] help me
I'm tired, help me
Silence

Dear sadness, dear sadness
Scaring me away [?]
No one really cares, they got they own problems
I just wanna kill my fears, I feel anxious
Dear sadness, dear sadness
I don't really got no friends, I got problems
I don't really got no one, I feel locked up
But I hope that death is not the only option