"Heavy Weight" lyrics

Maybe I'm overreacting
I'm always picking up shit that is lacking
I bet you think that it's magic
Fix it up when it's broke, no
Keep on repeating the cycle
Maybe that makes me a psycho
And I know that I'm being too prideful
It's the hand I'm dealt and I can't help it

I been, I been holding all this heavy weight
And I don't wanna bend until I break
I can't carry it now
And I been holding on so many days
And I'm not strong enough to ever say
I can't carry it now
It's weighing me down

Think I'll probably always be stuck in this position
Doing shit you didn't ask of me
What happens if I did it?
I know everyone relies on me to keep it all together
And I'm killing myself tryna make it better
So I just work harder
I'm the oldest daughter
And nothing's ever gonna change

I been, I been holding all this heavy weight
And I don't wanna bend until I break
I can't carry it now
And I been holding on so many days
And I'm not strong enough to ever say
I can't carry it now
It's weighing me down