"LETTER TO MYSELF" lyrics
Look
This isn't a song, I'm writing a letter
What would I tell my future self?
What would I change or wanna do better?
What will I do when there's no one around?
There's only a few I can hear out whenever
I feel like I'm stuck in the rain
And I can find my coat and umbrella
My heart's gone cold and it isn't December (My heart's gone cold)
My past self had all of the answers, all of a sudden, I cannot remember (I don't know)
I'm lost in my mind, I'm feeling pressure, I gotta do better
But there's light at the end of the tunnel, I gotta keep breathing and keep my head up (Keep going)
I had a vision of me on the stage and seeing my name on the billboard header (Yeah)
Then I made it happen, I'm up in Shoreditch, I'm up in Stratford
Not gonna lie, man, it don't feel real how I'm changing lives and I'm only rapping
Feeling stressed, I've been putting my all in, I don't remember the last time napping
The fans wanna know my story, what even made me wanna start rapping?
I was sixteen when I made "No Sleep", it was a hobby and less of a dream
Going through beats at 5 in the morning, that was the reason I met CT
Sat in my bedroom writing out lyrics, man, I didn't know what the name would be
Finished a song in less than a week, one month later, a million streams
Since that day, man, I never looked back, put in the work and that is a fact (Fact)
Feeling drained, I was going insane, had a lot on my mind, didn't know how to act
Zoning out, yeah, my head in the clouds and I'm losing track, I don't know where I'm at
If I ever needed someone to vent to, then it was Adam, my right-hand man
This isn't a song, I'm writing a letter
What would I tell my future self?
What would I change or wanna do better?
What will I do when there's no one around?
There's only a few I can hear out whenever
I feel like I'm stuck in the rain
And I can find my coat and umbrella
My heart's gone cold and it isn't December
(DC Beats)
(Hey, Tom, it's mum
Just want to tell you that I'm so proud of you
I've seen you walk through this journey and always wished you'd be a star one day
I'm so happy you found your breakthrough
You so, so much deserve this, baby
God will keep you on top always
Love you loads)
This isn't a song, I'm writing a letter
What would I tell my future self?
What would I change or wanna do better?
What will I do when there's no one around?
There's only a few I can hear out whenever
I feel like I'm stuck in the rain
And I can find my coat and umbrella
My heart's gone cold and it isn't December (My heart's gone cold)
My past self had all of the answers, all of a sudden, I cannot remember (I don't know)
I'm lost in my mind, I'm feeling pressure, I gotta do better
But there's light at the end of the tunnel, I gotta keep breathing and keep my head up (Keep going)
I had a vision of me on the stage and seeing my name on the billboard header (Yeah)
Then I made it happen, I'm up in Shoreditch, I'm up in Stratford
Not gonna lie, man, it don't feel real how I'm changing lives and I'm only rapping
Feeling stressed, I've been putting my all in, I don't remember the last time napping
The fans wanna know my story, what even made me wanna start rapping?
I was sixteen when I made "No Sleep", it was a hobby and less of a dream
Going through beats at 5 in the morning, that was the reason I met CT
Sat in my bedroom writing out lyrics, man, I didn't know what the name would be
Finished a song in less than a week, one month later, a million streams
Since that day, man, I never looked back, put in the work and that is a fact (Fact)
Feeling drained, I was going insane, had a lot on my mind, didn't know how to act
Zoning out, yeah, my head in the clouds and I'm losing track, I don't know where I'm at
If I ever needed someone to vent to, then it was Adam, my right-hand man
This isn't a song, I'm writing a letter
What would I tell my future self?
What would I change or wanna do better?
What will I do when there's no one around?
There's only a few I can hear out whenever
I feel like I'm stuck in the rain
And I can find my coat and umbrella
My heart's gone cold and it isn't December
(DC Beats)
(Hey, Tom, it's mum
Just want to tell you that I'm so proud of you
I've seen you walk through this journey and always wished you'd be a star one day
I'm so happy you found your breakthrough
You so, so much deserve this, baby
God will keep you on top always
Love you loads)
