"Diary #2: Lucky" lyrics
Go get them, kid
Hi. This message is for Benjamin Goldberg
Just reaching out to confirm your appointment
For Tuesday, February 17th, 3:20?
Good afternoon, this message is for Benjamin
My name is Ryan, calling from Schgill-Gill-Gill
Just calling to see if you'd have any interest in rescheduling your MRI exam? (MRI exam, MRI exam)
I know I'm lucky for my family, lucky for my bros
Lucky for my girl, lucky that I ain't alone
I took another shot every time she left for the bathroom
I'm lucky I ain't kill that girl when I drove her home
I'm lucky that I'm white 'cause if I wasn't white
I don't know how lucky I'd be with these European shows
Lucky my linguine had some garlic from the North End
'Cause when I got pulled over, that's what officers smelled on my breath (MRI exam, MRI exam)
I'm lucky I'm alive
Lucky that my mom still love me even after I put all her business right in front of all these strangers' eyes
Knowing she's a private person who'd much rather hide
I'm lucky I was faded when I burned my hand open
Couldn't even feel it, I was looking at my bone and shit
I'm lucky that I'm Token, Ben was a loser
I had to kill him off and put a hoodie where the wounds were (Your appointment)
I'm lucky that I ain't an industry plant
'Cause they bring up that I'm Jewish every fucking way they can
I got family in Israel who hate the fucking government
But some my Muslim homies still consider them a part of it
I'm lucky I stay out of it, cities use their own
We just lucky we see flags in the air instead of drones
Lucky I don't hate a group of people just for how they practice
Ever since "I'm Your Baby" came out, comments calling me faggot
I'm lucky that I ain't you
You wanna hear something fucking crazy but true?
My ex was a lesbian when she was in her teens
And her girlfriend's older brother was the boy who touched me
So both our only gay experiences forever tied together
Maybe that's the reason I still feel like we belong together
You would be surprised how many rappers saw that reel
And told me thank you for saying some shit they never will (Your appointment)
I'm lucky for the state of mind I'm in
I'm lucky God believed in me for way more years than I believed in Him
I'm lucky that I'm thin, obesity helped dad's blood clot
Even though his girlfriend keep on saying it's the COVID shot
First time I ever smoked, I was ten
Found a baggie in my friend Matthias's mom's side table, hitting shit
We were so young, we didn't know the difference 'tween weed and crack cocaine, so we had to Google Image it
I'm lucky it was weed
'Cause I was getting addicted to shit before I could read
I'm lucky I got arrested when I was fourteen
'Cause if I didn't get that wake-up call, I would still be asleep
I got homies who been shot at, so I feel like I'm an idiot
Talking 'bout the near-death experiences that I've been in
But as a sixth-grader getting hit by that Mercedes truck
The doctor told me I was one beat away from not waking up
I'm lucky that I woke up, lucky that I spoke up
Lucky that my karma ain't catch up
'Cause how many times did I leave Boston while drunk driving in my truck?
It took me 'til now to even give a fuck
They asked me why I left Cali and back to Massachusetts
I could give a bunch of reasons, but the major benefit is
When I get pulled over, they usually know who Token is
Local celebrity's more effective than some white privilege
I'm lucky that I'm praised, lucky I was raised
By a hard-working woman making sure we ate
And now I'm on the way to hematology in mom's van
Let's see how lucky I still am
I hope I'm not leaving soon
Uh, hi, this is a message for Benjamin Goldberg
Yeah
This is Dr.â
We all hope I'm not leaving soon, right? Right
Not sure if you're referring to the labs ordered by Dr. Kâ
Hi. This message is for Benjamin Goldberg
Just reaching out to confirm your appointment
For Tuesday, February 17th, 3:20?
Good afternoon, this message is for Benjamin
My name is Ryan, calling from Schgill-Gill-Gill
Just calling to see if you'd have any interest in rescheduling your MRI exam? (MRI exam, MRI exam)
I know I'm lucky for my family, lucky for my bros
Lucky for my girl, lucky that I ain't alone
I took another shot every time she left for the bathroom
I'm lucky I ain't kill that girl when I drove her home
I'm lucky that I'm white 'cause if I wasn't white
I don't know how lucky I'd be with these European shows
Lucky my linguine had some garlic from the North End
'Cause when I got pulled over, that's what officers smelled on my breath (MRI exam, MRI exam)
I'm lucky I'm alive
Lucky that my mom still love me even after I put all her business right in front of all these strangers' eyes
Knowing she's a private person who'd much rather hide
I'm lucky I was faded when I burned my hand open
Couldn't even feel it, I was looking at my bone and shit
I'm lucky that I'm Token, Ben was a loser
I had to kill him off and put a hoodie where the wounds were (Your appointment)
I'm lucky that I ain't an industry plant
'Cause they bring up that I'm Jewish every fucking way they can
I got family in Israel who hate the fucking government
But some my Muslim homies still consider them a part of it
I'm lucky I stay out of it, cities use their own
We just lucky we see flags in the air instead of drones
Lucky I don't hate a group of people just for how they practice
Ever since "I'm Your Baby" came out, comments calling me faggot
I'm lucky that I ain't you
You wanna hear something fucking crazy but true?
My ex was a lesbian when she was in her teens
And her girlfriend's older brother was the boy who touched me
So both our only gay experiences forever tied together
Maybe that's the reason I still feel like we belong together
You would be surprised how many rappers saw that reel
And told me thank you for saying some shit they never will (Your appointment)
I'm lucky for the state of mind I'm in
I'm lucky God believed in me for way more years than I believed in Him
I'm lucky that I'm thin, obesity helped dad's blood clot
Even though his girlfriend keep on saying it's the COVID shot
First time I ever smoked, I was ten
Found a baggie in my friend Matthias's mom's side table, hitting shit
We were so young, we didn't know the difference 'tween weed and crack cocaine, so we had to Google Image it
I'm lucky it was weed
'Cause I was getting addicted to shit before I could read
I'm lucky I got arrested when I was fourteen
'Cause if I didn't get that wake-up call, I would still be asleep
I got homies who been shot at, so I feel like I'm an idiot
Talking 'bout the near-death experiences that I've been in
But as a sixth-grader getting hit by that Mercedes truck
The doctor told me I was one beat away from not waking up
I'm lucky that I woke up, lucky that I spoke up
Lucky that my karma ain't catch up
'Cause how many times did I leave Boston while drunk driving in my truck?
It took me 'til now to even give a fuck
They asked me why I left Cali and back to Massachusetts
I could give a bunch of reasons, but the major benefit is
When I get pulled over, they usually know who Token is
Local celebrity's more effective than some white privilege
I'm lucky that I'm praised, lucky I was raised
By a hard-working woman making sure we ate
And now I'm on the way to hematology in mom's van
Let's see how lucky I still am
I hope I'm not leaving soon
Uh, hi, this is a message for Benjamin Goldberg
Yeah
This is Dr.â
We all hope I'm not leaving soon, right? Right
Not sure if you're referring to the labs ordered by Dr. Kâ
