"Ain't Happy" lyrics

I should love life, but I'm strugglin'
Days passin' by, I don't look at them
Don't leave my house, drown myself in Rosé

They say that I'll be okay
That I will find love one day
Time's on my side, I'm still young
And my heart will survive

But lately, I wish I was high all the time
What have you done to me?
Want all my memories
To fade away
Sometimes, I wish I was you
So I don't feel this pain
Live a more simple life
And stop the rain

All the demons in me
All the colours I can see
Though I wanna be
I ain't happy

All the little things become a bigger thing
The guys on TV, they are my best friends
I wanna be free, but I'm caught in my blues

They say that I'll be okay
That I will find love one day
Time's on my side, I'm still young
And my heart will survive

But lately, I wish I was high all the time (High all the time)
What have you done to me? (What have you done to me?)
Want all my memories (Want all my memories)
To fade away (-ay)
Sometimes, I wish I was you (Wish I was you)
So I don't feel this pain (Don't feel this pain)
Live a more simple life (Simple life)
And stop the rain

All the demons in me
All the colours I can see
Though I wanna be
I ain't happy

None of this feels right
And you're laughin' all the time
And my heart won't be okay
I ain't happy