"Palm Of My Hand" lyrics

Sometimes I'm so far down that I'm like, "Wow, how did I end up here?"
Now I switch my gears and shift my focus, wipe these tears
All these years I've been insecure, a prisoner of my darkest fears
The hardest years I've been on this Earth are the twenty-one that followed my birth
But I don't complain, embrace the pain, the hate contaminates my brain
The nightmare fades, it's all the same, wrapped up in this crap again
I walk around this town and kick the ground, inside I'm upside down
Lotta talk about how I'm a clown, I should quit this now
But I don't care what they sayin', plenty of room for dudes in my basement
Chop 'em up into equal pieces, keep the beef inside of my freezer
I'm my own biggest critic, I don't need people's opinion
Especially when I won't remember a goddamn thing that you mention
I prey on tension, pay attention while I say a sentence
Wait a second, slay a record, every phrase and letter
You don't know me, homie, and you don't want to
Hip-hop music's Freddy Krueger, I will haunt you

You wanna talk about me
I just am what I am and that's all I can be
I just wanna be me
You don't give a damn about me
I don't care, I just am what I am
I'm a man with the planet in the palm of my hand

I'm so damn paranoid, I'm scared to stare in my own eyes
Sometimes I cry when the pills are gone and the vodka bottle's gone bone dry
I know you know most rock stars die from overdose or suicide
Comatose, it's snoozin' time, you confuse the truth behind
My blue eyes, my blonde hair, my tattoos, do you care
When a man in a mask got blasted, another white rapper wrapped in plastic?
Fantastic, action, drastic, manic, packed, it's instant classic
And from the ashes, I unearth a buried hatchet
Start hackin' at rappers that can't hack it, no practice like a match lit
Gasp it, burn a track, casket, damn, shit
I'm just misunderstood, and you don't understand
I'm just a man with the planet in the palm of my hand

You wanna talk about me
I just am what I am and that's all I can be
I just wanna be me
You don't give a damn about me
I don't care, I just am what I am
I'm a man with the planet in the palm of my hand

Let's go, right from the get-go, won't you please leave me alone?
Heck no, don't wanna wreck no friendships over jealous people, yo
I steal the show like klepto, I steal that shit, no metal
I start to steam, tea kettle, heartbeat tempo like some techno
Like, what do you want from me you fuckin' bum? I already said no
I'm the best, why? 'Cause I said so
The present best, like I'm tied with a red bow
Fly like the guy from those Red Bull commercials
I'm runnin' circles 'round you Urkels, man
So, so I could entourage the turtles, man
Get off my tit, 'cause my nurple's gettin' purple, man
So sick, make your puke wanna hurl, man
Metallica, I kill 'em all with my songs
Big and small, like the white Biggie Smalls
Then I lol, L-O-L, ha-ha-ha
I spit that raspy shit voice all raw

You wanna talk about me
I just am what I am and that's all I can be
I just wanna be me
You don't give a damn about me
I don't care, I just am what I am
I'm a man with the planet in the palm of my hand