"Parties" lyrics

We're on the trampoline
I am imagining
How good it would be
If you kiss me
Look up at the sky
Say something like
"If I died tonight
Would you miss me?"

I don't know why
I come to these parties anyway
The only thing that happens
Is I end up saying shit I shouldn't say
I don't know why
I come to these parties anyway
Hiding all my feelings
You're the only reason that I came

Jump in the swimming pool
With all my clothes on
You ask me what is wrong
And I ignore you
My skin is shivering
I am considering
Ruining everything
I adore you
The sun is coming up
Let's watch it rise
Sitting by the pool
With tears in our eyes

I don't know why
I come to these parties anyway
The only thing that happens
Is I end up saying shit I shouldn't say
I don't know why
I come to these parties anyway
Hiding all my feelings
You're the only reason that I came