"Anti-Hero" lyrics

This a song 'bout how I always tend to feel like
Feel like I'm always trying but I always feel like I'm behind

Feel like I'm losing, yeah
Feel like I ain't moving, yeah
Feel like I've wasted all my lives

Feel like I've pushed everyone away
Feel like no one's gonna stay
No one's gonna stay, yeah
'Cause it's hard to stay with me

I tend to think about how I'm gonna die
Who's gonna care and who's not gonna cry

It's selfish, yeah I know
But I just wanna know
And I've been that way, you know
For quite a while
For quite a while

But I wanna change
And I wanna save
But I don't think I have what it takes

'Cause I'm no hero
Yeah, I'm no hero

Feel like I'm going through the eye of a needle
Feel like I'm my biggest enemy in battle

Try to be good
But I'm not good at that
Try to be bad
But I'm not cool like that

But I wanna change
And I wanna save
But I don't think I have what it takes

'Cause I'm no hero
Yeah, I'm no hero