"To Be Loved" lyrics

I'm sorry to my sister, think about you every day
Do you ever cry when you see the new family that I've made?
Had to go, ohh, you know I had to go, I had to leave and get away
Ohh and I'm sorry to my brother tried to help you on your way
But I could have been there more for you, I was broken and afraid
And ohh, you know I had to go, I had to leave and get away

And to the guy that hit me, I'm so sorry that I stayed
But I wanted to be loved, but to me that love was pain
I let you break me down, so I could build me up again
And again, and again, and again
I'm so sorry to myself, I could have loved you more and more
I just wanted to be loved, but I could only see my flaws
But I am grateful, ohh, I am grateful for how we handled it all

Ohh, the choices that I made, I had to make them, they weren't mine
I was so young I never thought about me leaving you behind
How that would have made you feel, do you think about me still, I hope you will
All my old friends all probably hate me, while their mother's praise me online
Does it make you sad we haven't been in touch for all this time?
The little moments that we had, all the dreams you left behind, while I got mine
I think about it all the time

I just wanna be loved, I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved, I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved, I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved, I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved, I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved, I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved, I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved, I just wanna be loved

And what's the point of all of this if I go and lose my inner child?
I just wanna make her proud, I just wanna make her smile
But I've been fighting all the days and I've been losing all the nights, but I will survive
I will not sit around just feeling sorry for myself
'Cause I got so much more to give than just a Vinyl on a shelf
And if I was going to end it all, I would have done it by now, I would have done it by now

Go and say it all, because the damage has been done
You better say it from your chest because my best is yet to come
And I will fight for every moment, until I say I'm done
I just wanna be loved

I just wanna be loved, I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved, I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved, I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved, I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved, I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved, I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved, I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved, I just wanna be loved

And honestly I've been scared, to do this on my own
And now I'm lost, than I was before
So I'm waiting, for anyone who cares, does anybody care anymore, anymore?
Now I'm lost, I'm lost, I am