"Sinking" lyrics

So close to the water, so close to sinking
You been on your own lately too, so whatcha thinking?
Got a lot on my mind so it's hard to think what I'm thinking
Yeah, I guess we'll start with what's the reason
I got my own problems, dealing with this nagging ass shit
Fuck these nagging ass hoes, and this nagging ass bitch
She don't know she overpaid, and how she raised don't make it better
Tryna think that I could change her, now we storming through the weather

Feeling unappreciated, and just looking for a "Thanks"
All she do is irk my nerves, look at me sideways, make complaints
And I know deep in her mind she got a love but got hate
That's the reason we come back and get so close, then run away
On the other hand, I know you must forgive to get to heaven
But it's hard to love my daddy after leaving at eleven
Truth be told, I'm just not ready, that's why I ain't get my blessings
And I truly understand, so God, I hope you get this message
Only looking for peace
Crying myself to sleep
How a nigga so shallow but the water get so deep?
Could remember 2016, it was only at my feet
Fast forward to now, and it done gotten past my knees

So close to the water, so close to sinking
You been on your own lately too, so whatcha thinking?
Got a lot on my mind so it's hard to think what I'm thinking
Yeah, I guess we'll start with what's the reason
I got my own problems, dealing with this nagging ass shit
Fuck these nagging ass hoes, and this nagging ass bitch
She don't know she overpaid, and how she raised don't make it better
Tryna think that I could change her, now we storming through the weather