"sedated" lyrics

(One more time)
Uh, yeah, uh
Hm, hm
Uh, yeah

I'm still overly hurt about that situation
Yeah, want me to explain, I can't it's complicated
Still see my face all on your phone when I'm blocked, I know you hate it
You was checking on me when I was too high, and I flash cause I'm sedated
Yeah, [?] all about you, hope you know that when you play it
Don't tell me you love me, it don't feel the same whenever you say it
I'm on three different drugs, you know my double cup is filled wit quagen
I sent a black truck full of flowers, I'm sorry I had you waiting

You can tell me how you been, know I actually care we ain't have no conversations
You say I'm not myself, when I get too high, said you hate that intoxication
But I just hate being sober, I don't wanna do it, 'cause I get to contemplating (Uhm)
Nobody told me pretty girls be the devil, I fell in love wit satan
Yeah, tell me you still here
Tell me, if I lost everything, would you start acting weird?
Broke ass nigga told me I'm a bitch for crying, but can't buy Denim Tears
I hit the plug, "where you at?", he tell me he on the way, it's music to my ears
I done came so far in my dark life, I deserve a cheer
I love my family to death, for real, but I don't really talk to my peers
I just started getting high, 'cause I was too scared to face my fears
I been in a dark place, still end up shining like chandelier
Heart broken disease, don't think that I can find a cure
Know I fuck up, but don't tell me I don't love you, 'cause my shit pure (Yeah)
My shit genuine (Yeah)
Now I gotta keep that stick, case a nigga see what V I'm in
Said "if I love you, I relapse," I said, "ok", I lied again
Yeah, I mix oxycodone with my percs, this a pink 10
Yeah, you know I'm somewhere high, girl don't een ask me where I been
Yeah, you said you don't like the Top Opp, [?] you like Lil Gen
She get liquor in her system, and get some diddy, I bought her Hen'
Cute as hell, but wanna be my lil shooter, wanna clutch the 10
I tried to write my own love story, should've used a pencil instead of pen
I love everybody way too hard to be wrong, it's hard to burn a bridge
I'm sitting in my room, depressed, tryna fill this void here that I'm in

I'm still overly hurt about that situation
Yeah, want me to explain, I can't it's complicated
Still see my face all on your phone when I'm blocked, I know you hate it
You was checking on me when I was too high, and I flash cause I'm sedated
Yeah, [?] all about you, hope you know that when you play it
Don't tell me you love me, it don't feel the same whenever you say it
I'm on three different drugs, you know my double cup is filled wit quagen
I sent a black truck full of flowers, I'm sorry I had you waiting

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