"suicide song" lyrics

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Yeah, she keep sayin' she love me, but that's not how it feel
Bro said we need to slow down on them pills, keep hearin' fentanyl in 'em
Told him I ain't really care, looked at me crazy, I'm just hopin' that he see it
Yeah, I'll let you have everything in the world, life still go down the hill
Yeah, I did plenty girls wrong, I ain't know how to tell 'em, left alone, let 'em heal
She writin' suicide songs, might cut on headlights, but don't get no ideas
Supporter had sent me a paragraph, thought I ain't read it, shit low-key brought me tears
I been on all types of pills and drank for years and, no, I ain't talkin' no beer

Every time she get close, I'm on some Spider-Man shit, I sense she near
Huh, I know a nigga gettin' love in this bitch, got fucked and he ain't been the same in years
Yeah, I was that person that nobody listened to and I feel that's the reason I'm big
My twin in jail, he takin' pills and apples, guess he ain't wanna be big
Girl, you know there's niggas tryna take my life, I'ma have chops sent to the crib
Off these Addys, they fuckin' my ribs up
I was tellin' my mom that I wanna die, she kept askin' what I don't wanna live for
I'm the one that finna change my whole family life, but I'm the youngest like Theodore
Havin' mental wars, not tryna leave, but she stabbin' my heart with a pitchfork
I know niggas who servin' white for a livin', still whippin' that shit 'til they wrist sore
I don't know why she playin' like I ain't the one, you can fuck that boy, know that bitch poor
Stand on what I'm worth it, then I'm 6'4"
All the shit that you do, it just hurt more
Yeah, all them hoes had been fucked up my love, but I ran into you, tried to get more
I ain't mean to hit you, know your face, I adore it
Ever since that day I ain't really been okay with myself 'cause that ain't real
Now I'm tryna get mind off her, the reason for Percs, so I can't feel
Know I still might send her some money, make sure she okay, I'm head over heels
Kind of knew I'd be somethin', I was confident young, all the people, they tried to belittle me
Off Percs, go numb, this shit ain't for fun, mama keep tryna tell me they killin' me
Said I'd rather OD than die in some smoke like Santa Claus stuck in a chimney
I might die in my sleep, I been dreamin' 'bout death, know these drugs gon' fail my kidney

Yeah, she keep sayin' she love me, but that's not how it feel
Bro said we need to slow down on them pills, keep hearin' fentanyl in 'em
Told him I ain't really care, looked at me crazy, I'm just hopin' that he see it
Yeah, I'll let you have everything in the world, life still go down the hill
Yeah, I did plenty girls wrong, I ain't know how to tell 'em, left alone, let 'em heal
She writin' suicide songs, might cut on headlights, but don't get no ideas
Supporter had sent me a paragraph, thought I ain't read it, shit low-key brought me tears
I been on all types of pills and drank for years and, no, I ain't talkin' no beer

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