"Beautiful L" lyrics

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Loveaintdoneyet

Why am I thinking this hard about something I probably won't fix
It's prolly because I'm depressed
Maybe I'm pressed, maybe I'm stressed
Thought I cared less
I need to caress
I'm holding my chest
I ain't feel like this ever since my mama almost caught me having sex
Now I gotta flex
Rolling with dogs
I think our world is a mess
What if my life is just some kind of test
What if it don't make no sense
What if I don't make no sense
Then again I doubted God
My doubts don't even make sense

Look in the mirror
I ain't seen ya
You look familiar, wait

Spent a good chunk of my life just staring at the sky
Wondering how I'm still alive and why
How did my loss end up beautiful
How did my loss end up beautiful
How did my loss end up beautiful
How did my loss end up beautiful

Why do I take too much, why do I take so much pride in the stuff that I made
Why am I scrolling, oh why am I scrolling on Instagram laughing at stuff that you hate
Why do I, why do I try to convince everybody that Torey don't struggle with lust
Wonder would they say I wasn't Christian if they heard me cuss
I'm doing too much
I find myself looking back at myself, like "Who is that dude?"
I wanna be heard but don't wanna listen
Can't have my cake and eat it too

Look in the mirror
I ain't seen ya
You look familiar, wait

Spent a good chunk of my life just staring at the sky
Wondering how I'm still alive and why
How did my loss end up beautiful
How did my loss end up beautiful
How did my loss end up beautiful
How did my loss end up beautiful

Why would you run, from the source of your energy?
Why would you run, from the judge of all your enemies? You are one
Why would you run tho?
Why would you run from?
Why would you run tho?
Why would you run, run?
Why would you run tho, that question rhetorical
Why would you run from, that question rhetorical