"Holy Water" lyrics

Would you please tell me this
I mean not to place blame
How can you love something
That kills you all the same?
Tell me, what is just?
What do you mean when you say "found"?
If they call the waters "holy"
Does it mean that you can't drown?
Oh how I've tried, I've tried, I've tried to find you

Well, my thoughts they grew legs
And ran with the wind
Not seeing what they were chasing
But feeling it on their skin
Am I something to repair?
Can you find for me some ground?
If they call the waters "holy"
Does it mean that you can't drown?
Oh how I've tried, I've tried, I've tried to find you

The same thistle 'round your head
Are the walls I find myself in
Though they say it's safe inside
It seems the darkness I still reside
Amidst all the definition
Are experiences all around
Enough to make me wonder
If you're holy, does it mean-
If you're holy, does it mean we can't drown?
Drown
Drown
Drown