"Divided" lyrics

When did I give you the impression
That it was okay to teach me a lesson?
I gotta know you, I keep on climbing
You fell into the valley but I think that you're hiding

In my head we fell in love a thousand times
Before we met, I never needed butterflies
Used to think, how could anybody fill my mind
In the meantime, you were always almost mine
You were always almost mine

Could we get to be just a excited
Feel good for once or are we too divided?
I don't even know you but I keep hoping you will show me
Building up all your words is somehow making me lonely

In my head we fell in love a thousand times
Lied to myself, you felt the same under the lights
I can't win, I know for sure I might be right
In the meantime, you were always almost mine
You were always almost mine
You were always almost mine
You were always almost mine

Thank God when you only said goodnight
Found relief in the middle of my life
Think I made it, I wanna fake it
A close call from the long haul (thank God)
Thank God when you only said goodnight
Found relief in the middle of my life
Think I made it, I wanna fake it
A close call from the long haul