"Reaching Arms" lyrics

I been prayin' I could live, I been duckin' death
Goin' empty 'cause I feel it ain't nothin' left
I been stressin' lately, lookin' for a hand to help
Dealin' with it, ain't no tellin' how my cards dealt
I been a child of God, blessings they sendin' for me
I'm in the need of help and that's probably what did it for me
I'm reachin' for my spot, nobody gon' get it from me
Creatin' legacy, so my people can live it for me
I'm in need of love, but I'd rather kick it low
I been workin' on my self, shit, I'm tryna grow
I'd rather be a better father and a better bro
Dede told me spend my time with God, let it go
Feel like I been here before
Lately, I been feelin' played
I been failin', ain't no grade
Every hour I done prayed
They gon' witness what You made
I know people wish they stayed
Hurt done cut me like a blade
Shinin' like I'm duckin' shade
Why they speakin' on my situation?
God's chosen, don't make me give a demonstration
If relate to devil, I'm dealin' with litigation
I just wanna breathe free, ventilation
I need time to myself
Guess they mad I'm tied to the wealth
It's crazy 'cause I give it back
I shared so many blessings, barely got 'em left
Couple people in the hospital, they fightin' death
If you go again the truth, it's only lyin' left
Others wanna steal my joy, now they fightin' death
Bunch of people went to diggin' holes, different type of depth
Who gon' get a mindin'? Why they actin' like I owe 'em?
Way they been movin' lately, I feel like I barely know 'em
I pray they get theyself together, hope somebody show 'em
You only get a couple chances, hope you don't blow 'em
I been reachin' out my arms, hope God see 'em
I just need some type of comfort, I'm livin' life
Yeah, although I wasn't perfect, tryna get it right
I do it for love, they doin' it out of spite

I been reachin' my arms out far as they can go
They say with no hope and no faith, you won't grow
And I believe 'em
I mean, who am I to go against what's set in stone?
God got it
Time ain't been on my side
Time ain't been on my side today
And if it wasn't easy, I tried
And if it wasn't easy, I tried
I know they lied to me (Lied, lied)
Grow up, won't let 'em stop me (Can't stop me)