"No Rewards" lyrics

Said I hate myself
Said I hate myself (Yeah)
Said I hate myself
Said I hate myself (Yeah-ah)

Spent a whole damn summer without you
Damn near forgot you
Lord, what did I do?
I know it's a war against me, I never doubted
Man, this shit the wildest, aesthetic so metallic
Through the highs and lows, you'll never see me poutin'
You'll never see me drownin'
Smilin' when my mind cloudy
And it ain't rewards for bein' the realest, for bein' the trillest
Suicide, all your feelings out

We ain't havin' no dealings
So cry me a river and call me villain, yeah-ah
Cut shit off, get the scissors
You all in the middle of being different and being insane
Broke bitch, you should be ashamed
Enough of my love, but you still a lame
Think you a princess with a peasant's name
That's why your best friend sucked my dick, I bet y'all breath the same
Someone save me, whole world tryna play me
Tell that bitch to tell y'all she won't let me see my baby
I'm in court proceeds, I'm fightin' on the daily (Yeah-ah)

Spent a whole damn summer without you
Damn near forgot you
Lord, what did I do?
I know it's a war against me, I never doubted
Man, this shit the wildest, aesthetic so metallic
Through the highs and lows, you'll never see me poutin'
You'll never see me drownin'
Smilin' when my mind cloudy
And it ain't rewards for bein' the realest, for bein' the trillest
Suicide, all your feelings out