"Death Grip" lyrics

Now that you're gone
I've been trying to make sense of it
But whenever I start
I always end up losing it

You didn't tell me where you're going
You didn't tell me you were wrong
I'm still waiting for that moment
For you to call

I've got a death grip
I wish that things were different
If you could let me in your head
If I could ever understand
Would I still be holding on?

Words on my tongue
They're making me feel sick again
The movie is done
I was watching till the bitter end

I'll remind you where we left it
So you remember what you did
But you're never gonna get it
The way that it hit

I've got a death grip
I've got a death grip on you, baby
I wish that things were different
If you could let me in your head
If I could ever understand
Would I still be holding on?
Would I still be holding on, holding on?

Would I still be
Drinking like it's medicine?
Oh
Would I still be
Driving by your house again?
Would I still love you with a death grip?
Would I still be holding on?

I've got a death grip
I've got a death grip on you, baby
I wish that things were different
Wish things were different
If you could let me in your head
If I could ever understand
Would I still be holding on?

Oh, I've got a death grip
I've got a death grip on you, baby
I wish that things were different
Wish things were different
If you could let me in your head
If you could let me
If I could ever understand
Would I still be holding on?
Would I still be holding on, holding on?