"Butterfly Song" lyrics

I've got smoke in my eyes
And even my father thinks I'm a waste of his time
Taking advantage of all situations
Making a mess and then blame it on everyone else
I've lost all my sense of worth
You're always on my mind
It just keeps getting worse, It's not worth it
I do not like you the way you think I do
Breathe in and out through your mouth
Trust me I know what I'm talking about
You'll understand when you get older
I do not like you, I think I love you
I zoned out I couldn't listen to you talk about
How you're never happy
I'm too stoned now
I can't get off my couch and somehow
I've gotta get out
I'm done trying to figure this out
I'd rather do nothing and sit around
Wait for someone else
To come and make their own mistakes
It's getting late I think I should pull over
It's getting late do you think I could come over?
We can watch the morning sun and sleep all afternoon
As long as I wake up with you galvanized
For your protection and the sake for everyone
That beg for affection

How am I supposed to trust you
When all you give me are excuses?
When are you two going to learn
That your actions have consequences
Consequences that affect other people

I wanna feel something other than numb
I wanna know what you're thinking even if it's wrong
I wanna go home and sit by myself
So I can get stoned
And pretend I'm someone else
That I'm never going to be
You can see right through me
I hope you're happy