"Wide Awake" lyrics

I feel the cold settin' in
I feel the goosebumps
All over my skin
I start to fear the worse
I'm feeling so alone
I shouldn't feel like this
In my own home

Feels like my teeth are falling out
From all the gibberish that's been pouring out my mouth
What was I thinking?
What was I doing with that milf?
My chin is exhausted
Man, it was time for filth

But it's

Not a good way
To start the day
I know it's done me no good
I don't wanna face the world
Don't know I should
Tell myself I won't do it again
But I know I will be
Lying in my bed
My thoughts racing
Like they always have been
Like they always will be
Like they always have been
Like they always will be

And I feel that chill back in the air
Though I can't see no one
I feel their stares
They've sussed out my name
Know everything I've done
This could be our secret
If they just don't tell no one

And it's

Not a good way
To start the day
I know it's done me no good
I don't wanna face the world
Don't know I should
Tell myself I won't do it again
But I know I will be
Lying in my bed
My thoughts racing
Like they always have been
Like they always will be
Like they always have been
Like they always will be
Like they always have been

And the suns gone down
I'd love it to raise
Let's me know that I've survived
Every noise runs down my spine
Hit the clock to check the time
I need a tiny conversation
Rack my brain for explanations
Need you here just holding me
Shield me so they'll leave me be
But that's the way I've always been
And that's the way I'll always be
And there's no fucking change in me
Cause that's the way I'll always be
And that's the way it's always been
And that's the way it'll always be

And it's

Not a good way
To start the day
I know it's done me no good
I don't wanna face the world
Don't know I should
Tell myself I won't do it again
But I know I will be
Lying in my bed
My thoughts racing
Like they always have be-

Not a good way
To start the day
I know it's done me no good
I don't wanna face the world
Don't know I should
Tell myself I won't do it again
But I know I will be
Lying in my bed
My thoughts racing
Like they always have been
Like they always will be
Like they always have been
Like they always will be
Like they always have been

Need you here just holding me
Need you here just holding me
Need you here just holding me
Need you here just holding me