"IDK" lyrics

I live in a cube, consuming a dream
Intravenously hooked on dopamemes
I phish, it's a vice, and there's always a catch
I'm looking for release, but I trigger attack

And I can't refuse the glow of a darker place
(And what could be better on a bad day?)
Oh, can you comment on my memories? Long gone
Nostalgia ain't what it used to be
I can't refuse the glow of a darker place
(And what could be better on a bad day?)

IDK
I'm outta control
I'm outta my head
When I connect and disengage
I'm outta control
I'm outta my head
When I connect and waste away

I'm a setting sun
#bestlife, blessedlife, nofilter, flawless, fun
Can't refuse the warmth of cold escape
(And what could be better on a bad day?)
How far down does it go at the deep end?

IDK
I'm outta control
I'm outta my head
When I connect and disengage
Hey! I'm outta control
Hey! I'm outta my head
When I connect and waste away
And waste away

The higher ground's a step away
But I won't ever change
IDK
I DECAY!
I DECAY!