"I'm Not Coming Home" lyrics

I
I wouldn't want another secret
I wouldn't want another regret
I wouldn't want to lie to you
It won't take time
A whole lot of wounds need healing
I'm still looking for a deeper meaning
I'm the owner of a lot of deep cuts
From you

It'll rip your soul right in two
If forced to pick either one of you
It's insane
Don't know right from wrong, broken home
Wonder what I could do, if anything, for me

You said it wouldn't work
But you only made it worse
Am I living a lie or
Am I leaving my light on?
I don't know what to say
You're the one that walked away
Am I living a lie or
Am I leaving my light on, on?
And I'm not coming home

For once in my life
I'm not ashamed of being
I'm not afraid of revealing
The real cost of loving you
It's true

It'll rip your soul right in two
If forced to pick either one of you
It's insane
Don't know right from wrong, broken home
I wonder what I could do, if anything, for me

You said it wouldn't work
But you only made it worse
Am I living a lie or
Am I leaving my light on?
I don't know what to say
You're the one that walked away
Am I living a lie or
Am I leaving my light on, on?
'Cause I'm not coming home
On, on
Yeah, I'm not coming home

You said it wouldn't work
But you only made it worse
Am I living a lie or
Am I leaving my light on?
I don't know what to say
You're the one that walked away
Am I living a lie or
Am I leaving my light on, on?
'Cause I'm not coming home