"Mental Rabbit Hole" lyrics

Why are you afraid? Why you wanna be saved?
Living life as a victim and nothing ever change
Rather be a survivor and overcome pain
I'm telling you a perspective that never look the same
Even though we're connected in this corroded game
I'm so tired of everybody tryna point blame
Gettin' by, never thinkin' that they're getting played
Still believin' on the lies in the picture frame
Even though they clearly look crooked
They don't care about the story or the way you took it
They don't have to explain if you won't overlook it
So just turn the other way while you getting tooken
They don't feel safe
And too embarassed to be proud
And the fact I disagree with them
They think that I'm a clown
But who is not blind
Who cannot look around
Only thing they really runnin'
Is everything and it's all tripping

Get trapped in my mind
How it happens to me all the time
I'm crawling through these mental rabbit holes
In my head I'm alone
Don't need a back door, 'cause I would only fall out
I should be ashamed at how I'm wrong
Don't wanna be

Astral plane's been painted black
Only pain and a wasted tat
None remains, no coming back
What a fucking shame it's come to that
Misconceptions, lot of y'all fall for the misdirections
Gettin' paid for the Insta mentions
I can go away, but don't forget the message
They don't give a fuck about you, not for a minute
And we've been telling you from the very beginning
Some kind of crazy game I feel like we all been in
They always hate to see the fuckin' loser winnin'
People grinnin' to my face, I'm gonna fall like linen
So they know the kind of vibe they givin'
Or maybe I'm just fishin'?
I just wanna get it all out of my system

The results of me
Being trapped in my mind
How it happens to me all the time
I'm crawling through this mental rabbit hole
In my head I'm alone
Don't need a back door, 'cause I would only fall out
I should be ashamed at how I'm wrong
Don't wanna be

They pretend that they like you
Break free, oh my God, I tried to
Takes me quite a while to adapt to
Something that I really shouldn't have to
Something that I really shouldn't have to

[?] to the place I go
Is it safe for you? I don't know
If you say to me that you'll pray for me
I can face this on my own

The results of me
Being trapped in my mind
How it happens to me all the time
I'm crawling through this mental rabbit hole
In my head I'm alone
Don't need a back door, 'cause I would only fall out
I should be ashamed at how I'm wrong
Don't wanna be
The results of me
Being trapped in my mind
How it happens to me all the time
I'm crawling through this mental rabbit hole
In my head I'm alone
Don't need a back door, 'cause I would only fall out
I should be ashamed at how I'm wrong
Don't wanna be