"Am I A Ghost?" lyrics

La la, la la la, la la la
La la, la la, la la la
La la, la la la, la la la
La la, la la, la la la

All my words
Turn to dust and drift away
A nod and a smile
Masking hands strapped with grenades

Un-anchored in life
Wish I knew how to swim
With no boat in sight
The tides are taking me in

Take-down my name, it's another smudge that never stains

Am I a ghost
Am I out of place
In a ballroom of strangers
With nothing to say
A wilted bouquet
Wasted away
Day after day after day after day

Sitting at a table
They wear suits and lies
They're shaking my hand
Lucky I got blue eyes

But they don't they see the kid who dreamed of this disguise
Lately it's been hard for him to watch me cry

Don't look in the mirror
Or I'll see what I hate
I'll suck up my tears
Cuz I think that I've gained weight

Wish I'd disappear
There's a line to escape
And I'm waiting right here
All I wanna say is...

Am I a ghost
Am I out of place
In a ballroom of strangers
With nothing to say
A wilted bouquet
Wasted away
Day after day after day after day

La la, la la la, la la la
La la, la la, la la la

Am I ghost
Stuck in this place
Day after day after day after day