"Fuck It All" lyrics

Fuck it all

Woke up anxious, strung by the laces
I'm only known on a third name basis
Yeah, I'm a sad song, a death cab song
My teachers said I wouldn't last long
Disassociated my face, I can't focus
This shit's hopeless, if I slit my throat would you notice

You won't care till I'm gone, I'm not scared to jump off
You gaslight and leave when I'm choking
Only come around when I'm floating
I've lost hope, fuck it all

Act like you really care, act like you're really there
Act like I'm stupid and have to believe it
When you swear, when my blood is spilt on the pavement
Then gets built up to replace it
My cuts attracting bait these sharks
To surround my cages, fuck
I'm slurring all my words, sweat is dripping
Where's my nurse, break me out
In with the hearse, placed in doubt
Assume the worst, banging my head on these brick walls
Waiting in bed through a sick call, I've fallen into a well
No harness I can swim

You won't care till I'm gone, I'm not scared to jump off
You gaslight and leave when I'm choking
Only come around when I'm floating
I've lost hope, fuck it all

You tried to, drown me out
So I'll stain the walls when I bleed out
If my scars are, beautiful
You'll never love me

Till I'm gone, I'm not scared to jump off
You gaslight and leave when I'm choking
Only come around when I'm floating
I've lost hope, fuck it all