"Beer Tabs" lyrics

Only twelve beers in again
I still can't recall where my damn life's went
Feels like I'm never ahead
And the good times always seem to fall absent
So I sit here drinking alone
And just lay back and let my head spin

There are beer tabs and bottle caps
Sitting on the dining room table
And I'm just wondering
If I'm ever gonna be able to
Get over you
Girl, I can't seem to
Drown the thought of you

How could I love and hate you in the same day?
Sober me comes around and pushes you away
But in the night, when I start to drink
Our past is remembered and I go irate
Weird how I drank just to stay sane
But a few beers in and I feel the shame

Then there are beer tabs and bottle caps
Laying on the dining room table
And I'm drunk again, wondering
If I'm ever gonna be able to
Get over you
Girl, I can't seem to
Drown the thought of you

I think it's best to be sober me
Good to say, but it's not easy
Wish I could throw you in past
But all I throw back is beer and the whiskey
And wish I could tell the sober truth
But all I've done sober is lie to you

Then there are beer tabs and bottle caps
Sitting on the dining room table
And I'm just wondering
If I'm ever gonna be able to
Get over you
Girl, I can't seem to
Drown the thought of you