"Message To You" lyrics

It's been so long since I've seen your face
I'm down to my last cigarette
I got a little bag of weed to get me through
Tonight I'll get stoned to the thought of you

But that's the same way it's been for a while
I drink like a fish, and then I drown

Sure, I'll spare you a detail every now and then
I don't want you to worry about the life I forced you in
Sure, I lie awake at night
And wonder if I'm the right guy
To give you all your hopes and dreams in life
I will spend the rest of mine trying to prove to you
I can be the man you need me to
This is my message to you

I don't know what town I'm in
And I don't know when I'll see you again
But I beg you, please, don't give up on me
'Cause without you I don't know what I'd be

I know it's hard to be mine
Selfishly, I can't leave you behind

You know my brain works in a thousand messed up ways
Sometimes I get to thinking you'd be better off if I just stayed away
And there's somewhere deep inside
I can't get off my mind
That says I'm never gonna be enough for you
I will spend the rest of mine trying to prove to you
I can be the man you need me to
This is my message to you
This is my message to you