"Better Now" lyrics

Light a fire, make it burn like gasoline
Can't get enough just like codeine
[?] the smoke 'cause I got mood swings
I'm playing these games 'cause I'm not winning (Yeah)

No money
Stuck on the grind, but still keepin' it clean (Keepin' it clean)
All this silence is deafening (Deafening)
Runnin' out of time (Yeah, yeah)

Like, oh God, I'm losin' my mind trying to figure out
How I'm supposed to get out without burning down
They say it's way too late for me to turn around
Oh God, I'm losing the faith, but I'm better now

I'm on a bit too much
Need to calm down, now I'm getting stuck
Die fast, but so what
Not here for a long time, just once
Still fadin', but no wastin' time
Waitin' for when I can take it
I'm way too good at fakin' it
It's tragic how we get so off balance
Suffocatin' on the damage
But still act like I'm an actor

Like, oh God, I'm losin' my mind trying to figure out
How I'm supposed to get out without burning down
They say it's way too late for me to turn around
Oh God, I'm losing the faith, but I'm better now

So turned up, I couldn't focus
Still going through the motions
I feel like I'm flyin', but I can never surface
Stay up 'til I'm in orbit
Never fallin' to the ground
There's headlights in my eyes
It's dark inside this house
Swimming in the deep end
With all these walls creepin' in
No, I don't have a reason
But I'll always keep lookin'
I'm just outside of my head, in another place
Gone in the morning, but I can't feel my face
But it's still

No money
Stuck on the grind, but still keepin' it clean
All this silence is deafening
Runnin' out of time

Like, oh God, I'm losin' my mind trying to figure out
How I'm supposed to get out without burning down
They say it's way too late for me to turn around
Oh God, I'm losing the faith, but I'm better now

(Yeah) I'm better now, (Yeah) I'm better now
(Yeah) I'm better now, (Yeah) I'm better now
(Yeah) I'm better now, (Yeah) I'm better now
(Yeah) I'm better now, (Yeah) I'm better now