"Catch Myself Catching Myself" lyrics

This time I am falling further away, nothing has changed
Nothing has changed like I said it would
Faster towards the ground, that's where they wait
Where they wait for me and enter my veins
I feel them crawling through my skin
Collecting my nerves that they feed to their children
I swear it has to stop 'cause there is nothing left to give
Nothing left to give

I'll be the victor
I will destroy them

I wanna watch them burn it down
So I can breathe again

Inhale 'cause after tonight I won't be the same
Exhale and find my feet on the ground

I'm not the same anymore
I'm not the same anymore
As I sink down into the floor
And the walls are caving in and I don't believe in them anymore
Now I try to balance my walk
I am coming down alone and I have to get them out of my head

I wanna watch them burn it down
So I can breathe again
I wanna watch them burn it down
So I can breathe again

One breath at a time, I'll be just fine
'Cause I'll be right on the inside
I steady my hands inside of my shell
And wait 'til their backs are turned
Inside of my head where they thought they would win
But I got them right where I want them
Pushed to either side, I'm burning them alive
I hear them, begging and pleading