"Thorn" lyrics

It's been about a year since I've felt any kind of normal
No
But yet another day goes by, I'm stuck inside my busy mind
It's awful, I know
How come I can't tell you I'm breaking down?
If I keep on treading water, I'll drown
I'll drown

Help me, I'm way too scared to exist
So write this down
Please don't resuscitate
Lead me to where the light ends
Free my mind
You're better off this way
Where the world spins without me
I'm your thorn
I'm your thorn, thorn, thorn
(I'm your thorn)

Falling apart at the seams
There's nothing left for me to take

If I stay quiet now, no one will know when I disappear
Disappear
Honestly I can't believe that I let myself even get here
I'm stuck here

Help me, I'm feeling like I don't exist
So write this down
Please don't resuscitate
Lead me to where the light ends
Free my mind
You're better off this way
Where the world spins without me
I'm your thorn
I'm your thorn, thorn, thorn
(I'm your thorn)

I wish that you could see what I do
I wish I was a window you saw through
Your idea of the truth, it blocks the view
I'm the window you can't see through

Don't resuscitate
Lead me to where the light ends
You're better off this way
Where the world spins without me
I'm your thorn
Thorn

I wish that you could see what I do
I wish I was a window you saw through
Your idea of the truth, it blocks the view
I'm the window you can't see through (I wish)