"Design" lyrics

I didn't say goodbye cause
I thought I had more time
Had more time

Now I can't remember if you were real or a sign
Real or a sign

Signs that you left behind
That you left behind it all
Maybe we were never real
Just rhythm and design

Remember a time when nothing went wrong?
Silence feels so damn loud is it gone?
I can't go back, but I can look behind

Behind
Behind

I miss that version of me that felt fine
Back when the quiet was easy to find
Now the weight of the world is pushing on my spine
Is this my design?
Is this my design?
My design

I'm trying to pretend I'm built for this new life
This new life
But part of me is holding onto the days that felt like mine
Felt like-

My panic's on the rise
I see it in my eyes tonight
Maybe I'm not built to change
I'm still learning how to try

Remember a time when nothing went wrong?
Silence feels so damn loud is it gone?
I can't go back but I can look behind

Behind
Behind

I miss that version of me that felt fine
Back when the quiet was easy to find
Now the weight of the world is pushing on my spine
Is this my design?
Is this my design?
My design

I keep living in the past
An echo of the moment
I know I have to leave
But I can't let go of the moment
Pulling me back again
It's the echo of the moment
I guess it's time to begin again
It's time to begin again
Begin again
Begin again

I keep living in the past
An echo of the moment
I know I have to leave
But I can't let go of the moment
Pulling me back again
It's the echo of the moment
I guess it's time to begin again