"Destroy, Build, Destroy" lyrics

I don't wanna say what I'm going through
Spent a hundred days in a RV tomb
Black lights, strobin' on
Neon life, I was young
Power of the sub covered up my voice
Make another remix, got no choice
Doubt, building up, break it down

I was built to be destroyed
I was built to be destroyed

Oh, I won't throw my soul away
Not just for a quick pay
I need to own my life
Before I lose my mind, torn apart
My heart, on the floor
Bright lights, pierce the dark
Endless nights

Throw it all away, make me lighter
I wanna start all over, start all over
Wanna create a new identity
One where I can really be me

I was built to be destroyed
I was built to be destroyed

Fresh eyes
I just took off my old disguise
I just can't live in compromise
Heaven knows that I tried to live a double life
And I'll be alright
Build a new reality
Build where I wanna be, you see

It's calling me yeah
It's calling me yeah
The siren that I needed
It's calling me